Thursday, July 28, 2005 @ 10:30 AM

Made a mistake.

English common test was easy. Hopefully I can score an A1. *chants*. Anyway, just got back from training. OFFICIAL training starts today for me. Guess I was really dumb to heed your advice and kept 'ponning' trainings for three consecutive weeks. But, I have decided to change for the better and train harder for next year's competition without you guys. Just want to do my part and be a good player. Definitely, I can concentrate better now and I don't feel right being with them anymore. Distance between us have drifted even further. That feeling is back again, abhor it.


CCA points are not included in our Os anymore. I know. But is that the reason why we can stop going for trainings? I thought... Whatever, I can't be bothered anymore.

My skills dropped drastically. And I mean really lousy to the extend that I even lost a match to a sec 2 girl. Seriously, coach kept picking on me. However, I managed to endure for today's training. I mean can you imagine not going for any trainings for the past three weeks and suddenly you train for like four hours? Just imagine. I am so tired. Yeah, have to make the first move or else things will always remain the same or even worst.


My interest for you is back. I made a right choice.


PS. Boonhan, HQ2 post celebration meeting is this coming Sunday, 7pm at Tampiness ICA. Able to make it? lol. Yup, didn't see your message. =/